it's strange how easy it is to adapt to a different schedule-- a different routine. and how once you leave that routine how hard it is to fall back into the norm. because once you know what it's like to live that different life, you don't want to fully let it go. it's been a weird past day and a half. everything feels different somehow. i still haven't fully unpacked, except for my clothes..which still aren't put away... 
i feel like i have to get back down there and do more. i need to do more. don't get me wrong, though-- i love being home. i get to be around my family, friends and all of the crap i've accumulated in the past 18 years. i got to catch up with people and it's been nice. ...but there's just something different that i can't really place.
....i don't know. maybe it's just the gray skies getting me down.
7 comments:
cool you made a house!
make me one!
haha
just kidding
:) i'm glad you're back.
um...what does it mean if you have a dream about death? lolz...just curious.
i had one...about you while i was napping. i was hysterical in my dream and couldn't stop crying. DON'T DIE ON ME, KEMPER!!!
ugh, i know exactly how you feel. the first day i was home was incredibly depressing, and i felt like i really needed to do something but i didnt know what. it was nice to be home, but it felt like i had been running around the world and stopped halfway for no reason.
im SO SORRY i wasn't at school today D: i slept in and my dad had a headache and didnt want to take me :(
ill have to be there tomorrow though. walkabout proposal's due..
YES KEMPER! COME TOMORROW!!! walkabout proposal is due, so...i have to turn it in...
and harmony will be there, too!!
thanks rachel :)
lol, sounds almost like a mid-life crisis...but thats impossible :P
i'm scared to get back home, cuz that means pseo's gonna start, and that makes me anxious.
<3
i love you rachel kemper.
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