Day of Silence

I learned something today--
I really suck at staying silent.


I tried, though... Curse people for including me in
good conversations... >.< [i slipped up three times... that sucks. but i caught myself everytime and didn't even get a whole sentence out.]



anywho--
everything's good. I don't know how... But I'm not arguing with it :]


[i hope this never ends]

not an update

it seems like nothing's happening.

except people are leaving and the world is spinning.

[i just wrote two letters c:]

and i took some pictures for a friend on saturday... [for her grad. invitations] i don't know. i'm happy with the way they came out, i guess. i've just never been a big 'portrait' person.

gene is going to sit down with me tomorrow so we can figure out what i want out of this internship. yay. :) i'll probably be helping allison out a lot this week with getting her gallery up [which is going to be amazing i might add. c: ]

c:

[i'm falling back in love with photography c: ]


i went over to allissonnnnssss, and watched Juno :] hurrah! and now it's 5.03am and i can't sleep. :-\

Enchanted and Sweeney Todd

what a combo. :)

site was kind of uneventful. allison shook pacer until he threw up :],
then we left [gene was sick too] and watched enchanted at her house.

[is it just me, or are the princesses getting more and more ditsy?]


i'm struggling with getting a good self-portrait. i am too awkward in front of the camera. but i'm determined. besides-- i need one for the yearbook/program.

here's one that i'm okay with..




goal: next time don't cover the lower half of my face.

In the circle, the circle of liffeeee

i could definitely use a bazillion more days like
today in my life. c:
but maybe with a little more wind so the kites
will actually fly.








it has hit me that i won't really see any of these people
anymore after graduation. and i know that even though
everyone promises to keep in touch, things happen and friendships
slowly fade.


that makes me sad...
[i don't want to lose you :-( ]

Mmmmm.... opened windows

maybe it's just the fact that my last walkabout was so fast paced,
but i feel lazzzyyyyyy.

hopefully these few extra side projects will help. i just need to get motivated.

kite flying anyone?


-talk to adam about displaying some of my work
-talk to jay about riding around with the fire department for a day
-fly a kite already!
-sew something

- .... build a birdhouse? hehehehe :]





i want to color... and dance.... and laugh.


a lot.

I'm hungry...

and my foot's falling asleep. =\
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went out picture taking today. :]

we went through yellowsprings, drove around back roads and stopped whenever we felt like it. the windows were down and the music was playing and it was perfect. c:




[i still miss it... ]


i've been thinking about going down the road to the local 'gallery' we have and asking adam [the owner] if he wants to display some of my work.


i'm nervous, but i know it would be a big step for me. regardless of whether or not he says yes, just me getting up the nerve to ask would be enough.


maybemaybemaybe.



we passed by a small, quiet canopy of trees that housed hundreds of daffodils.
it was beautiful.
[ i keep wanting to call them tulips... :-\ oops. hehe]

"All You Need Is Love"

i started at pudding house today.

edited some pictures and laughed a lot. c:
[two of my favorite things]


oh!oh!oh
i got a letter yesterday from some Atlanta Habitat friends.
i can't even begin to describe how amazing that was; overwhelmed by joy that i received mail-- let alone mail from some of the most wonderful people i've ever met-- i spent the rest of the evening dancing and grinning like a fool.

it was nice. :]

and it wasn't only that i got a letter... it was that everyone wrote a little note and it was personal and nice and, and... Gah. Spectacular. then there was the thought that maybe, just maybe, i'm not that forgettable. and all of these things together put me in the best mood of my life.

can i go back now?
please?








i really need to stop breaking into houses. =\